Coming Back by Debra H. Goldstein

I’ve always been good at
multi-tasking, enhanced by good organizational skills, the ability to
prioritize, and being a fast reader. Mixing those skills and luck, my
to-do-list usually ends up checked off. Recently though, my life has been a
perfect example of John Lennon’s famous comment: “Life is what happens when
you’re busy making other plans.”

As most of you know, I spent six
wonderful months on the road promoting Should
Have Played Poker
. During that time, I didn’t write much. I tried, but
juggling everything pretty much limited me to finishing and revising a new
book; keeping up with my personal and Stiletto blogs, as well as the numerous
ones I wrote as part of my promotional activities; and turning out a few short
stories. I figured I would get serious about my word count when life slowed down.

Unfortunately, everything came to an
abrupt halt when I ruptured two tendons in my foot and had to undergo
reconstructive surgery. Six screws, a plate, and two tendon transplants later,
the only thing I was capable of was lying around in la la land with my foot
elevated. My big accomplishment, while keeping my foot above my heart
twenty-two out of twenty-four hours, was counting down my totally non-weight
bearing time – two weeks in a splint and ace bandages because the swelling was
too much for a cast, two weeks in a purple cast, and two weeks in a bright
green cast. During this period, my ability to focus on much of anything was
compromised.

I finally regained my ability to lie
around with the television on. Four seasons of House of Cards, two of Grace and Frankie, ten episodes of The Crown, and a sampling of three or
four other shows, and I started getting bored. Although I continued to have to
elevate my foot, the introduction of physical therapy and limited
weight-bearing in a boot added a spice of variety. Sadly, I still lacked the
ability to string words together. And then, one day, a flash story, A Garden for Adonis, came together. It
was published last week in SEEDS (http://conta.cc/2igTGS0).

Although I’d like to tell you I
wrote non-stop after that, it would be a lie. Returning to writing came slowly.
The ideas were there, but my ability to sustain my attention was not. It took
several weeks to write and submit one short story. I had planned to write three
pieces during the same time period, but life didn’t work out that way. I don’t
know if the story, A Golden Eclipse,
will ever be published (I like it, so I hope it will), but I know one thing for
sure. I’m back!

6 replies
  1. Pam Hopkins
    Pam Hopkins says:

    Great blog today, Debra. I enjoyed A Garden for Adonis; but then I have enjoyed everything I've read that you've written.
    Welcome back.
    Pam

    • Debra H. Goldstein
      Debra H. Goldstein says:

      Ah, you came by during the recovery, so you know I did, but having friends like you helped me get through it by keeping my mental sanity intact.

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